Monday, March 30, 2009
people
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
the yodeller
i want to scream on top of a mountain.
fuck plans. im sick of them. they will always never be complete or never be just right.
there is always a problem.
this plan has become into a whole bitch slap in the face.
i don't want to be in the middle any more. i just want to stop and go away from "phone drama"
the awkwardness is funny and annoying. its annoyingly funny how a friendship so good can easily turn into rotten eggs.
i am so ready for a break. but when i think about it there will be no break ever.
something is always going to upset us or make one of us unsettled.
i want no more drama and hidden thoughts. more and more i want to leave to my little fantasy world. but reality's roots have tied a knot around my ankles and wont let go.
so i will have to live through this one like i have done almost my whole entire life.
Monday, March 16, 2009
fantasy land
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
The Four Agreements
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.
DON'T TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and the actions of others, you won't be the victim of the needless suffering.
DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONS
Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness, and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.
ALWAYS DO YOUR BESTYour best is going to change from moment to moment, it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse, and regret.

