Tuesday, March 17, 2009

the yodeller

i want to scream on top of a mountain.

fuck plans. im sick of them. they will always never be complete or never be just right.

there is always a problem.

this plan has become into a whole bitch slap in the face.

i don't want to be in the middle any more. i just want to stop and go away from "phone drama"

the awkwardness is funny and annoying. its annoyingly funny how a friendship so good can easily turn into rotten eggs.

i am so ready for a break. but when i think about it there will be no break ever.

something is always going to upset us or make one of us unsettled.

i want no more drama and hidden thoughts. more and more i want to leave to my little fantasy world. but reality's roots have tied a knot around my ankles and wont let go.

so i will have to live through this one like i have done almost my whole entire life.

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